Have you not noticed and question why it is most if not all do not know what life is....??
The moment one ask the question to anyone in this existence: ''what is life,'' they all have different interpretations and reasons as to answer what life is. Very fascinating.!!
So i ask myself the question over and over: '' how come me and all the rest is alive, we know we are living, that we are living beings, but yet none of us have the same answer to the question of what life is...??? When we are all experiencing the same life.
Could it be that the very thing we are using to question with is and can be the problem and the very thing that does not know what life is, but yet it is here...??
Because words are of the mind, and when questioning, we are using words that are of the mind, so how come we can't all use the same words even in different languages and give the same answer when the question of: ''what is life'' is being asked...??
So that concludes that the mind does not know what life is, otherwise that question would not have existed ever. The very quest for life is and means that you do not know what it is, and yet you are alive, ra ra ra, how can that be....???
So within common sense one can see very clearly and obvious that the mind does not know what life is, and this means that it must never ever experienced life then...?? It never experienced being alive, otherwise it would have known what life is, that question would not exist ever in the mind if it knew what life is. And this means that if we are using that thing we call; 'mind' to interpret life, we are then not ever going to find out, because it doesn't know, it has no answer, because the mind is here for a very long time and has been with humanity for centuries upon centuries and generations upon generations and yet it doesn't know what life is.
For many people they don't ask these simple questions and yet when asked they would say: ''why bother..??''
Then immediately the question becomes difficult, and yet it is suppose to be a very obvious question when you realize how the fuck it is i am questioning life, when i am alive. I am not suppose to ask a question regarding something that i am, i can't be; 'not knowing' what i am, when i am what i am..??
So common sense dictates then that the only way i am going to find out what life is, would be not in participation of the mind or using the mind for the the obvious question, i should be looking to be one and equal to that very thing i am asking question about which is: ''life.''
And if i am one and equal with life, would i then question life...?? Wouldn't i be living as life then one and equal..??
So the mind is not life.
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
Wednesday, 24 August 2011
Friday, 12 August 2011
Why youtube why...??
As many of us had come to see allot of videos of desteni has been removed by youtube and they don;t have any real viable reason to do this.
The only conclusion one can come to is that someone who is paying youtube has requested this.
Now what does that mean about us with our message...??
It means that what we are saying and have been saying, and it is all about; being self-honest, self-forgiveness, about the history of mankind from the dimensions, exposure to the things we do and not do, our selfishness, oneness and equality, writing ourselves to freedom, being HERE, breathing etc etc.....
Now just because we are taking on all that is HERE and put it in front of our faces and your faces so we can see how it is we are abusing life on all levels, how we are creating all that is HERE ourselves, we are being removed.
This means than that we are saying and have been saying is getting allot of people very upset. Look at all that is on youtube, they don't care about them and remove their channels.
So i would say: '' thank you youtube for making me even more aware of what i am doing is what is really best for all, what all don't want in this world, they would rather have a world where only a few could have what is best for them on the expense of others like them on the same planet that is providing for all life equally''
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
The only conclusion one can come to is that someone who is paying youtube has requested this.
Now what does that mean about us with our message...??
It means that what we are saying and have been saying, and it is all about; being self-honest, self-forgiveness, about the history of mankind from the dimensions, exposure to the things we do and not do, our selfishness, oneness and equality, writing ourselves to freedom, being HERE, breathing etc etc.....
Now just because we are taking on all that is HERE and put it in front of our faces and your faces so we can see how it is we are abusing life on all levels, how we are creating all that is HERE ourselves, we are being removed.
This means than that we are saying and have been saying is getting allot of people very upset. Look at all that is on youtube, they don't care about them and remove their channels.
So i would say: '' thank you youtube for making me even more aware of what i am doing is what is really best for all, what all don't want in this world, they would rather have a world where only a few could have what is best for them on the expense of others like them on the same planet that is providing for all life equally''
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
Saturday, 9 July 2011
Control
Now i am going to talk about control for a moment here.
Let me talk about my own first and from there move out tho the so-called world outside.
When i was a little boy, i could say right now, now that i am a grown-up person as they say,
that i lived my life very much trying to be in control of it.
I think most people can say the same if they are self-honest enough.
So i liked soccer allot, and was good at it to, was training very hard at the things i believed that if i could
control these i can become very good at the whole game, and those things were: ball handling, precise target shooting, and the technique to outrun other players with the ball. To me these were the major things in this little game that i was concentrating and putting my attention to and on.
When it came to studying i wasn't much of a real fan of studying, because i saw that as something very boring, in the sense that i was not being given real answers about real issues that are apparent in this world. I wanted to really understand things, the why things are the way they are and the how things are the way they are. And mostly it was questions regarding life itself.
So when i came here to so-called; study in this country( The Netherlands), was where i really had the opportunity to engage in finding the answers i was not being given or at least had the chance to explore and investigate them for myself which did not happen in early learning school. I can say now when i look back at how i lived till now, that my interests were always in life itself, i found it always fascinating to know about this what apparently if one uses common sense could see that no-one truly know what life is. There are so many definitions and ways people tend to look at life but all of it doesn't seem what it should be. I had this urge that there is something more, but couldn't grasp this something more that i miss, something was not clear about all this life topic.
So lets move to our topic here, because i wander i little away from the topic here at hand, which is: ''control.''
When i look at myself in how i am trying to control what happens to me or how i am in a moment experiencing myself i can see, that whatever the situation may be that i am finding myself into, is already here and i can't get out of it when it is happening right here, right now. and then i mean before i sometimes would get angry and hostile if i don't get to do or experience something as was intending, the outcome is not at all of what i expected. And within this, one then tries to control the situation but end up loosing anyway, because to try to control it i found out, it get out of control and yet what is really happening is, you are just going trough a consequence that you created yourself either directly or indirectly, but yet still it is all your creation, your participation.
So now within the money situation within this world there to people are trying to control it.
From those who are so-called in control of the flow, i mean how to get most, if not all of the money flow to them. These people we call them the upper elite. We are the elites, with this i mean those of us who has a job, a house, are living a so-called: ''good life.''
But all of us together are individually trying to control the whole situation where we have created it ourselves together and find ourselves now in the middle of all this situation what is going on in this world. Where people are doing whatever it takes to have that thing called: ''money.'' and why..?? Because we have come to give money so much value and use it as a point of control and a point of survival, something to use in order to survive in this world, and place this above life itself.
And within all this our starting point was fear. Now out of fear we have created a system where we are attempting to bring love in, when we can all see in common sense that love can never be found nor lived in a system created in fear, based on the premisses of fear. So this means if we are trying to control anything, then control itself must also be an outflow of and within the system created and sustained by and through fear.
At my work yesterday i was observing peoples reactions with themselves and also with me and could see within me how i to use to be like this, and with this i mean; having reactions that are mean and nasty and hostile, because of not having control over a situation or thing.
Where i work we make specific plastic bags, that are used more for conservation of liquids and or foods in liquid form. Now when one works at the machines one must look for 12 apparent flaws that can occur when the machine is making the bags, and understand that all this must be done in matters of seconds, very fast. Now what happened was that there was a flaw in some of the bags, and i didn't see it.
Because of this the lady that was working the machine got angry and was shouting and being mean and the rest of the bullshit. Now if i were what i used to be, that woman would have had allot of problems with me, but now because i have found desteni and i understand why we act and behave in certain ways i can just breathe and let it go and do my self-forgiveness about how I perceive the whole situation and also how i felt and thought about the whole thing when the whole scenario was playing out.
Now about the control topic in this matter is the following:
The lady was being angry just because this means that she is going to have allot of weight in garbage, which is something that they don't like to have, because the supervisors are going to ask them why they produced so much garbage and stuff and they always prefer to look good so their job is secure, and obviously their money. So this whole getting angry and shouting and throwing things around because things didn't go her way is about fear, the fear of ''what if.'' what if they send my ass home because i didn't produce as i should have, as they ordered me to. Now all this i can understand, because i can see myself within this person and how it is possible that someone can react like that based on fear.
The funny part about all this and also the common sense is that no matter how you get afterwards, with this i mean after something happened already, when it comes to becoming emotional won't change what happened already. Because being mad and shouting is not going to make the situation nor the problem go away, because you are then in the middle of the consequence. And afterwards I learned that not only i made a mistake of not seeing the flaw in the bag, but that she also did not install the required program of the machine correctly which is the cause of the apparent flaw in the bag that is so small that one can almost not see with the naked eye. But then again all this won't change a thing about what already happened, because it is already done....lol
Now when it comes to our monetary system, they way it works, the way it functions by participating actively in it either you are on the side of those who have or on the side of those who don't have, we all participate in it. We are the ones making it all happen, we are giving the system as it is power. We created a system of abuse a system apparently of control, and by control i mean we wanted to control our survival and some smart ass fucker(s) came up with this ideal of making a system where they would be better off then others, forgetting the fact of the matter that they to are going to be living in this same system that they created,never for a second knowing at all that same system will one day control themselves as they want to use it to control others through and by this system. So the time to face the consequences of that is now here, and there is no where to run and no where to hide, because you already did created the whole thing in the past and now you are just going to go through the consequences of doing just that. So exactly what happened to me at work is going to happen to this upper elite and everybody else. Using the analogy or example of the machine; '' you already install an incorrect program into the computer and this will cause the product to be flawed.'' So now we are together at the stage where we will collectively experience and go through the consequences of what we already created in the long past. We created money based on debt and this means that we are now going to go through all the consequences of that system creation, that doesn't support life at all, because the so-called smart asses couldn't see and still can't see the consequences of their creation.
To have control is to be out of control, that is what i would say and it is also living a very limited life so limited that life is not even being considered.
If you want to find out more, join us at: www.desteni.co.za and you want to be the change in this world: www.desteniiprocess.com and you wanna know how we will start a new way of living investigate: www.equalmoney.org
thanks,
Larry Manuela
Let me talk about my own first and from there move out tho the so-called world outside.
When i was a little boy, i could say right now, now that i am a grown-up person as they say,
that i lived my life very much trying to be in control of it.
I think most people can say the same if they are self-honest enough.
So i liked soccer allot, and was good at it to, was training very hard at the things i believed that if i could
control these i can become very good at the whole game, and those things were: ball handling, precise target shooting, and the technique to outrun other players with the ball. To me these were the major things in this little game that i was concentrating and putting my attention to and on.
When it came to studying i wasn't much of a real fan of studying, because i saw that as something very boring, in the sense that i was not being given real answers about real issues that are apparent in this world. I wanted to really understand things, the why things are the way they are and the how things are the way they are. And mostly it was questions regarding life itself.
So when i came here to so-called; study in this country( The Netherlands), was where i really had the opportunity to engage in finding the answers i was not being given or at least had the chance to explore and investigate them for myself which did not happen in early learning school. I can say now when i look back at how i lived till now, that my interests were always in life itself, i found it always fascinating to know about this what apparently if one uses common sense could see that no-one truly know what life is. There are so many definitions and ways people tend to look at life but all of it doesn't seem what it should be. I had this urge that there is something more, but couldn't grasp this something more that i miss, something was not clear about all this life topic.
So lets move to our topic here, because i wander i little away from the topic here at hand, which is: ''control.''
When i look at myself in how i am trying to control what happens to me or how i am in a moment experiencing myself i can see, that whatever the situation may be that i am finding myself into, is already here and i can't get out of it when it is happening right here, right now. and then i mean before i sometimes would get angry and hostile if i don't get to do or experience something as was intending, the outcome is not at all of what i expected. And within this, one then tries to control the situation but end up loosing anyway, because to try to control it i found out, it get out of control and yet what is really happening is, you are just going trough a consequence that you created yourself either directly or indirectly, but yet still it is all your creation, your participation.
So now within the money situation within this world there to people are trying to control it.
From those who are so-called in control of the flow, i mean how to get most, if not all of the money flow to them. These people we call them the upper elite. We are the elites, with this i mean those of us who has a job, a house, are living a so-called: ''good life.''
But all of us together are individually trying to control the whole situation where we have created it ourselves together and find ourselves now in the middle of all this situation what is going on in this world. Where people are doing whatever it takes to have that thing called: ''money.'' and why..?? Because we have come to give money so much value and use it as a point of control and a point of survival, something to use in order to survive in this world, and place this above life itself.
And within all this our starting point was fear. Now out of fear we have created a system where we are attempting to bring love in, when we can all see in common sense that love can never be found nor lived in a system created in fear, based on the premisses of fear. So this means if we are trying to control anything, then control itself must also be an outflow of and within the system created and sustained by and through fear.
At my work yesterday i was observing peoples reactions with themselves and also with me and could see within me how i to use to be like this, and with this i mean; having reactions that are mean and nasty and hostile, because of not having control over a situation or thing.
Where i work we make specific plastic bags, that are used more for conservation of liquids and or foods in liquid form. Now when one works at the machines one must look for 12 apparent flaws that can occur when the machine is making the bags, and understand that all this must be done in matters of seconds, very fast. Now what happened was that there was a flaw in some of the bags, and i didn't see it.
Because of this the lady that was working the machine got angry and was shouting and being mean and the rest of the bullshit. Now if i were what i used to be, that woman would have had allot of problems with me, but now because i have found desteni and i understand why we act and behave in certain ways i can just breathe and let it go and do my self-forgiveness about how I perceive the whole situation and also how i felt and thought about the whole thing when the whole scenario was playing out.
Now about the control topic in this matter is the following:
The lady was being angry just because this means that she is going to have allot of weight in garbage, which is something that they don't like to have, because the supervisors are going to ask them why they produced so much garbage and stuff and they always prefer to look good so their job is secure, and obviously their money. So this whole getting angry and shouting and throwing things around because things didn't go her way is about fear, the fear of ''what if.'' what if they send my ass home because i didn't produce as i should have, as they ordered me to. Now all this i can understand, because i can see myself within this person and how it is possible that someone can react like that based on fear.
The funny part about all this and also the common sense is that no matter how you get afterwards, with this i mean after something happened already, when it comes to becoming emotional won't change what happened already. Because being mad and shouting is not going to make the situation nor the problem go away, because you are then in the middle of the consequence. And afterwards I learned that not only i made a mistake of not seeing the flaw in the bag, but that she also did not install the required program of the machine correctly which is the cause of the apparent flaw in the bag that is so small that one can almost not see with the naked eye. But then again all this won't change a thing about what already happened, because it is already done....lol
Now when it comes to our monetary system, they way it works, the way it functions by participating actively in it either you are on the side of those who have or on the side of those who don't have, we all participate in it. We are the ones making it all happen, we are giving the system as it is power. We created a system of abuse a system apparently of control, and by control i mean we wanted to control our survival and some smart ass fucker(s) came up with this ideal of making a system where they would be better off then others, forgetting the fact of the matter that they to are going to be living in this same system that they created,never for a second knowing at all that same system will one day control themselves as they want to use it to control others through and by this system. So the time to face the consequences of that is now here, and there is no where to run and no where to hide, because you already did created the whole thing in the past and now you are just going to go through the consequences of doing just that. So exactly what happened to me at work is going to happen to this upper elite and everybody else. Using the analogy or example of the machine; '' you already install an incorrect program into the computer and this will cause the product to be flawed.'' So now we are together at the stage where we will collectively experience and go through the consequences of what we already created in the long past. We created money based on debt and this means that we are now going to go through all the consequences of that system creation, that doesn't support life at all, because the so-called smart asses couldn't see and still can't see the consequences of their creation.
To have control is to be out of control, that is what i would say and it is also living a very limited life so limited that life is not even being considered.
If you want to find out more, join us at: www.desteni.co.za and you want to be the change in this world: www.desteniiprocess.com and you wanna know how we will start a new way of living investigate: www.equalmoney.org
thanks,
Larry Manuela
Saturday, 2 July 2011
me and you and them
Some common sense using ordinary words.
You can't be like me, otherwise it won't be you.
You can only be you, if you know who you is.
when you find out who you is, you will see the me
that all the them's are saying they are, all individual you's as me's.
So you will realize that in them all of them is a you that is me.
And all the you's will say if you ask them: ''i am'' ''it's me''
But none of the you's will see that in them is the me that is in all of them.
But as you's, they will kill allot of other you's to proof to themselves that them is not me.
But in this their numbers as them is diminishing, when they kill all the other you's that also say like them; ''it's me''
So if you were not them and you kill them it will not be possible for them to become less as you's, because they were
suppose to not be you, who walk around as all the me's.
Could it be that simple that just because we have the words: me, you and them makes it possible for us to not be us. In this case the word us is much more powerful and denotes more oneness and equality then: me and you and them...........but if you add: me+ you+ them= us................right..??
So why does me and you and them kill each other when it is all us....??
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
You can't be like me, otherwise it won't be you.
You can only be you, if you know who you is.
when you find out who you is, you will see the me
that all the them's are saying they are, all individual you's as me's.
So you will realize that in them all of them is a you that is me.
And all the you's will say if you ask them: ''i am'' ''it's me''
But none of the you's will see that in them is the me that is in all of them.
But as you's, they will kill allot of other you's to proof to themselves that them is not me.
But in this their numbers as them is diminishing, when they kill all the other you's that also say like them; ''it's me''
So if you were not them and you kill them it will not be possible for them to become less as you's, because they were
suppose to not be you, who walk around as all the me's.
Could it be that simple that just because we have the words: me, you and them makes it possible for us to not be us. In this case the word us is much more powerful and denotes more oneness and equality then: me and you and them...........but if you add: me+ you+ them= us................right..??
So why does me and you and them kill each other when it is all us....??
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
Tuesday, 7 June 2011
Practicality.
Now i am going to ask some questions related to practicality and see if we can see within these questionings if we are practically acting in ways that are best for all, and that those things we hold as valuable are to be kept or thrown away forever more.
We start with: Money.
In the practical sense money is used in a form of debt.
Within this obviously one must be in debt always in order to keep the money machine/system functioning. And the debt if we can imagine it to be as a river is not going from source to to the shore, but from shore to the mountain peak where it all started. With this i mean the inventors of this system has made sure that the money flow to them always from the majority that is making the flow possible. So where is the part that is best for all in this equation...???
Now we are going to look at: thoughts.
There is so many denomination regarding this phenomena.
But we look at it from a simple perspective. Just the act of thinking itself, just you having your random thoughts appearing and disappearing in your mind so to speak.
Because of appearences and disappearences of thoughts in your mind we can see in this world what inventions we have had, we see the laws we have made, the regulations, the believes, the technologies, and you name it, so in the practical sense, thought have produced allot of practical things we do and we use. Now within this process there are some things thought had pruduced that can be applied for what is best for all, but yet it is not being applied for that, because of various reasons, which we will see in the next word we will talk about.
Now we move to: Emotions.
Now we have some emotions going on within us, be them good or be them bad it really doens't matter because they always seem to be part of the separation that is inherent in us, so our thoughts as what i have mentioned above are linked to these emotions so you will have in your practical world, the world outside, exactly the same things that are inside, which are; good/bad, right/wrong, positive/negative polarity separation going on. now within all this there is no place for what is best for all, because everyone is in separation and going about their bussiness in separation and selfishness.
Lets take now: feelings.
When we look at these we can see that the same applies for what is accountable for emotions, we have the polarity/separation going on all the time.
So within all this we can see that polarity/separation is not for what is best for all, it is only what is best for oneself or a litle group within society, world society.
What is best for all is always in a practrical manner what is of oneness and equality, what brings about unity in practical ways and not just for oneself but for all selves.
For when it comes to thoughts, feelings and emotions, in order for one to act in ways that are for what is best for all, these are not neccessary at all. You do not have to have these to have a look at what is acceptable and what is not acceptable in your world and also in the world of others like you and not like you.
To live is to be practical, but practical in wholeness, in oneness and equality, in what is best for all, where life is honored in all it's manifestations as itself,where not one of it's manifestations won't see and recognize and honor that life, that is the one and only thing all really is, regardless of their form or formless.
Thanks
Larry Manuela
We start with: Money.
In the practical sense money is used in a form of debt.
Within this obviously one must be in debt always in order to keep the money machine/system functioning. And the debt if we can imagine it to be as a river is not going from source to to the shore, but from shore to the mountain peak where it all started. With this i mean the inventors of this system has made sure that the money flow to them always from the majority that is making the flow possible. So where is the part that is best for all in this equation...???
Now we are going to look at: thoughts.
There is so many denomination regarding this phenomena.
But we look at it from a simple perspective. Just the act of thinking itself, just you having your random thoughts appearing and disappearing in your mind so to speak.
Because of appearences and disappearences of thoughts in your mind we can see in this world what inventions we have had, we see the laws we have made, the regulations, the believes, the technologies, and you name it, so in the practical sense, thought have produced allot of practical things we do and we use. Now within this process there are some things thought had pruduced that can be applied for what is best for all, but yet it is not being applied for that, because of various reasons, which we will see in the next word we will talk about.
Now we move to: Emotions.
Now we have some emotions going on within us, be them good or be them bad it really doens't matter because they always seem to be part of the separation that is inherent in us, so our thoughts as what i have mentioned above are linked to these emotions so you will have in your practical world, the world outside, exactly the same things that are inside, which are; good/bad, right/wrong, positive/negative polarity separation going on. now within all this there is no place for what is best for all, because everyone is in separation and going about their bussiness in separation and selfishness.
Lets take now: feelings.
When we look at these we can see that the same applies for what is accountable for emotions, we have the polarity/separation going on all the time.
So within all this we can see that polarity/separation is not for what is best for all, it is only what is best for oneself or a litle group within society, world society.
What is best for all is always in a practrical manner what is of oneness and equality, what brings about unity in practical ways and not just for oneself but for all selves.
For when it comes to thoughts, feelings and emotions, in order for one to act in ways that are for what is best for all, these are not neccessary at all. You do not have to have these to have a look at what is acceptable and what is not acceptable in your world and also in the world of others like you and not like you.
To live is to be practical, but practical in wholeness, in oneness and equality, in what is best for all, where life is honored in all it's manifestations as itself,where not one of it's manifestations won't see and recognize and honor that life, that is the one and only thing all really is, regardless of their form or formless.
Thanks
Larry Manuela
Wednesday, 18 May 2011
haven't you seen, haven't you noticed.??
If the books of wisdom will be gone, what would happen to us, those whom adhere to them.??
Would we still exist..??
Would we still do what we are now still doing..??
Would we loose our minds as they say.??
Will the poor, still be poor..??
Will the rich still be rich..??
Will war still be here..??
Will we suddenly have no power at all, because the books are no more..??
Will the animals and nature dissapear..??
Will the universe just stop, because the books are gone..??
And will life still exist..??
Will death ends..??
One thing is certain, man has given power to a book or books and yet the books outlive him......lol
So now men is less then the books.
thanks.
Larry Manuela
Would we still exist..??
Would we still do what we are now still doing..??
Would we loose our minds as they say.??
Will the poor, still be poor..??
Will the rich still be rich..??
Will war still be here..??
Will we suddenly have no power at all, because the books are no more..??
Will the animals and nature dissapear..??
Will the universe just stop, because the books are gone..??
And will life still exist..??
Will death ends..??
One thing is certain, man has given power to a book or books and yet the books outlive him......lol
So now men is less then the books.
thanks.
Larry Manuela
Saturday, 14 May 2011
tears of cries.
In the face of pain many cries.
In the face of sudden happiness, many cries.
In the face of death, many cries.
Some cries can be explained, some can't.
But why is it necessary to cry.?
Does it imply that i am being emtional.?
why am i emotional, does the emotion change the happening.?
Or does the emotion only give me a feeling as if without it i won't know the experience or
the experience won't be valid.?
Can i rely on experience.?
I can see that experiences change, it is not something stable, it's soul purpose is for me to seek emotions within me, and within all this the cycle continues.
When i breathe, and i am one with my breath, i am stable.
I am totally here.
To be here in truth cannot be written, it can be explained by those who are here as here is here.
But to me as not being one and equal with my breath yet i cannot talk about me being HERE.
Here is the I AM, and allthough i know in theory what this means, it is not me as I AM yet.
So my sentence above where i say: '' i am totally here'' is just an anology of me having a realization of me as breath in that moment that i am here.
But to be ''totally here'' is to be the I AM.
The i am of me right now is the i am of the mind, not the I AM of all as one as equal as life.
Have you seen animals cry, i mean tears coming out of their eyes when they are in pain.?
You can see and interpet that they must be in pain, but you don't see tears coming out of their eyes, and run on their faces down.
Why is it so..??
Because the animal is going through pain, but yet no tears.
Maybe that animal is not going through the emotions that you go through when you are in that kind of pain.??
I have to get back on this subject of tears, because it is interesting, that the animals go through pain but they don't shatter tears, and yet we do..??
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
In the face of sudden happiness, many cries.
In the face of death, many cries.
Some cries can be explained, some can't.
But why is it necessary to cry.?
Does it imply that i am being emtional.?
why am i emotional, does the emotion change the happening.?
Or does the emotion only give me a feeling as if without it i won't know the experience or
the experience won't be valid.?
Can i rely on experience.?
I can see that experiences change, it is not something stable, it's soul purpose is for me to seek emotions within me, and within all this the cycle continues.
When i breathe, and i am one with my breath, i am stable.
I am totally here.
To be here in truth cannot be written, it can be explained by those who are here as here is here.
But to me as not being one and equal with my breath yet i cannot talk about me being HERE.
Here is the I AM, and allthough i know in theory what this means, it is not me as I AM yet.
So my sentence above where i say: '' i am totally here'' is just an anology of me having a realization of me as breath in that moment that i am here.
But to be ''totally here'' is to be the I AM.
The i am of me right now is the i am of the mind, not the I AM of all as one as equal as life.
Have you seen animals cry, i mean tears coming out of their eyes when they are in pain.?
You can see and interpet that they must be in pain, but you don't see tears coming out of their eyes, and run on their faces down.
Why is it so..??
Because the animal is going through pain, but yet no tears.
Maybe that animal is not going through the emotions that you go through when you are in that kind of pain.??
I have to get back on this subject of tears, because it is interesting, that the animals go through pain but they don't shatter tears, and yet we do..??
Thanks.
Larry Manuela
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